Yo Yo Yo!!!
Damn man... i guess you're all thinking I'm gonna start wit my usual "Wazzup!?" or wteva i usually start wit... But not this time...
there's one song tht has really taken me... like a lot... its "Blue Night" by MLTR, its like on of d best songs they have... mayb one of d best romance songs ever made... haha :P
what really makes it special is tht... it really touches me... like really... i hv load of MLTR songs, n i hvnt listened to this one 4 a while... but then, yesterday one of my friends opened it, and even showed me the music video!!! n i was like, OMG... damn nice... its freaking romantic... trust me, if i loved someone like tht, i wld do tht for sure, i'll show u d vid :)
i'm nt sure y im writing a post abt an emo song...
I guess, sth's up... bt im nt sure how 2 say it... cuz no matter how i try n twist or turn it... it sounds wrng... so actually, there's no rite way to say it... bt i guess i hv 2 put it sumway dun i?
well, here it goes....
Like the words of Sempurna by Andra and the Backbone...
Kau begitu sempurna, di mataku kau begitu indah... or in english,
You're so perfect, in my eyes you're beautiful... sounds so much better in indo doesnt it? hahaha :P, i really dunno how to say all this... its not my right to say it all, cuz im a nobody to u... im just someone who is trying to be there for u, even though you prefer to look at shadows more than to just lay an eye on me... that will never change my love for you... O, wt i will give to b tht shadow u look at, i guess thts one lucky shadow... he has ur full attention... while i still hv 2 try n win it... i kno wt ur trying to look for behind tht shadow... tht shadow actually leads to this special human tht u hv kept so close to ur heart, as close as i've kept u to mine...
bt wt hurts me d most is nt tht u love him, bt its tht ur hurting becuz of it... i nvr wanna see u hurt, no matter wt d situation is... he cant see wt he has in front of his eyes, he holds my whole world in his hands, while all i do is let it slip... wt im trying to say is, u r my whole world, ur d only thing tht can complete it, seeing u hurt is too much for me to take...
i kno on d outside u seem ok, bt i kno on d inside, ur crying... n i dont hv the heart to see you like tht, i wish i cld b tht one who can wipe away all ur tears, i wish i cld b d one who can wash away all ur fears... becuz i cannot bare to see u like this... everyday, every nite, i always worry abt u... i wonder how u r... i just want to b there for u, if i had the chance, i wld do wt MLTR did in d music video, i wld sing for you, just to show u how much i actually love u... i guess love is a very big word to use when ur at my age, bt its the truth... i love u for who u r, and who u hv become, i look past ur disadvantages, i look past all ur weaknesses, bt there is one problem... i cant find any disadvantages or weaknesses abt u... ur perfect the way u r... u dun hv to change a thing abt u, nt even a single hair on ur head...
i dun wan to see u sad or show sadness at all, cuz u deserve to b happy... u deserve to b loved by sumone who truly cares abt u, im nt saying it has to b me... in fact, im nt saying it at all... bt u must kno one thing... tht special guy didnt refuse cuz of ur disadvantages, he has other factors, bt u were nt one of them, im sure deep inside he loves u... so i'm telling u, form the bottom of my heart... please, dun b sad anymore, the world needs to see u smile, ur smile mite nt change the whole world... bt it changes mine completely... one smile from u brightens up my world... so please kno this, tht someone in this world does truly love and care abt u... and he'll love u for who u r, ntg more, or ntg less, bt tht guy wont b me... bt no matter who tht guy is, or when tht guy comes,... i just want u to kno... You will always be in my heart...
even though i kinda screwed up my intro...
im always gonna keep my exit...
n again, sry 4 d emo blog post, just in d mood to write it... :)
till nxt time... u kno u love me...
xoxo... Oops!!! sry, just finished watching it, hahaha :P
anyways, rmbr,
YNWA!!!
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