See a connection?

Recently i added some new songs to my itunes...

bt even though i added these songs all becuz of a fren,

i had my own personal reasons why i wanted to add them...

whats the connection? well... y duncha try and find out...

here are the last few songs i added on my itunes:

MERINDUKANMU - D'Masiv

Januari - Glenn Fredly

You are my Everything - Glenn Fredly

I MISS YOU like crazy - The Moffets

RINDU Setengah Mati - D'Masiv

Apa Salahku - D'masiv

Sudahi Perih Ini - D'Masiv

Untitled - Maliq & D'essentials

If you kno all the songs, or at least understand the title of the songs,

then i guess you'll understand the connection...

SO!!! Do u see the connection? i dunno... what do u think? :p

Anyways! this was just sth i wanted 2 write, i gt nth 2 write abt actually... haha...

bt mayb nxt time i'll amke a post abt my very Naughty, naughty SISTER!!! :P

u kno who u r sis... XD

n one more thing.. FERGIE!!! u better get ready 2 call d help hotline...

dial 4-1 4-1 4-1, cuz Portsmouth apparently 4gt 2 dial... :P

so till then... rmbr...

YNWA!!! :)

What do u wan from me?

Well, basically, the title says it all...

those words arent just words of frustration, bt also words from the heart...

n in my situation, its d theme of my whole entire day!!! :D

People say this all the time when they're pissed off, frustrated, or when they just dunno wt 2 do... n i think u can see this in movies when sumone is being framed, under huge pressure, begging 4 help, or anything tht... but for me, it aint ntg like tht...

For me these words are just wat d actual words mean...

"What do u wan from me?"

I kno i cant b sum1 special in ur life, i kno i cant entertain ur day as much as u wld like me to, i kno i dun hv the cool/stylish hair tht u luv, i kno i cant really sing the songs tht u like, and most of all i kno i dun hv tht "HOT" body u desire so much... :(

i kno i cant offer u all the things u dream 4 in a guy, bt i can promise u one thing...

i will give u everything i own, i will give u my life, my heart, n my soul, i will do anything to make u happy... i kno i aint perfect, bt i promise, if u give me a chance, i will never ever let u down... and as long as not a single tear falls from ur eyes, i will kno tht i hv made gods greatest creation shine on this planet we call earth...

So in the words of Adam Lambert, I'll ask u once again...

"Hey! What do u wan from me?"

cuz i'll do almost anything! :D

n rmbr to all of u, n to tht special 1... YNWA!!!

A walk to remember...

Love, is always patient and kind,

it is never jealous...

Love is always boastful nor conceited...

It is never rude, or selfish, it does nit take offense,

and it is not resentful...

Love takes no pleasure, in other peoples sins,

but delights, in the truth...

It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure...

whatever come...

I guess u guys r wondering how d hell i made such a nice poem? well here's ur answer... it needed loads of proness, talent, emotion... hahaha lol nah, im just jk... this aint my poem, its a poem tht came from a movie called, "A Walk To Remember"

Its been a freaking long time since i've watched this movie, bt just recently i just thot i shld go n watch it again... n after all these yrs... i still think this movie is freaking awesome!!! :) This movie is one of my favorite movies of all time! If nt my FAVORITE movie of all time, for me among all those Avatars, Transformers, Dark Knights, and Twilight sagas, this movie still stands out the most!!! :D

This movie shows us how unconditional love actually can be, no matter wt d circumstance, like social status, self beliefs, and health problems, it shows tht love can be true, and its nt something u can win, or u can earn, bt its someting tht needs to be felt... its like the wind, you cant see it, bt u can feel it... I know its just a movie, bt its really cool! hahaa :p

Anyways, b4 i sign off, i just want to say welcome to senior, Maxi Rodriguez! Who has just signed a 3 year deal with Liverpool FC :)

Hope u can help our cause to escape out terrible season, and who kno's glory nxt season? :) and rmbr Maxi, once u walk into out Shankly Gates...

You shall never ever walk alone!!! :)

Absolutely Speechless...

I really dunno wt to say atm...

mayb just sry for nt updating my blog like i said i wld...

i guess there r is ntg really 2 talk abt in my blog...

or mayb i just gt lazy blogging... i dunno....

well, honestly, i better nt say anything on my blog atm...

or else my blog will just turn emo... so its better if i keep my mouth shut!

there r things tht r just better left unsaid... n sadly, i had 2 learn tht d hard way... bt yea, thts life, i guess u dunno wt 2 expect... 

woops! i think i said too much, better cut it out b4 i get too carried away...

n wt makes it worse is Liverpool drew wit reading in d 3rd round of d FA cup!!! damn tht was a bad nite... gd day, bt bad nite... hahaha :P

so yea, i'll blog bout sth useful nxt time i hope...

till then, rmbr... 

YNWA!!! :)

Upadtes, updates n more updates!!!

Yo! Yo! Yo!

wazzup ya'll!?

i guess i say this way too often bt.... I hvnt updated my blog in ages!!! haha :P

well, wt can i say... its either i hv ntg 2 say, or too much to say... :P

either way, it took me sumtime to actually decide if i wanted 2 update it... :)

well, anyways, here r some updates that i feel need 2 b posted abt...

1st things 1st, a few weeks ago, we (the LV gang) and the hostel gals went 2 Sunway lagoon!!!

it was damn fun!!! there were a whole lot of things tht were very fun! bt at d same time painful lah... :p

such as the Tomahawk n sth we like to call Kora2, well, i guess thts how u spell it, hahaha...

damn lah, my stomach hurt after riding those 2 rides in a row, bt tht wasnt the main attraction of the whole trip...

the cool part was the WATER PARK!!! There were a few interesting things tht happened during tht time...

1. we were goin on this one ride called "the Congo" and all us boys were like challenging one another to see 

who could get to the bottom first, but during the launch, i kinda gt stuck! n i cldnt move, so i decided to just go 

on wit it lah, then when i cld finally launch, i went damn fast!!! proves tht i need 2 lose a couple of pounds i guess... :P

then i realized tht my board was upside dwn! damn man!!! no wonder lah... hahaha :P

2. we were goin into the 3 water tubes, u kno, like the 3 slides (one covered, one nt covered, the last half covered half nt)

i think its called "the Zulu walk" yea, anyways, so me and Wendy were goin into the covered slide, when suddenly, we saw Kevin and Frans alrdy there!

so, we let em go 1st lah... then while waiting for our turn, we heard them shouting... and it went sth like this....

Cibai!!! Mahai!!! and the best one of all.... Ciao Lo Sai!!! hahaha... damn funny lah weh!!! we laughed like mad!!! :P

3. this one i dun think we can consider funny, bt sth thts just memorable... we all went to eat Ayam Penyet!!! 

and the chicken was bloody hot!!! like spicy hot!!! cldnt tahan!!! :P bt thts nt d point, well, we made this small vid...

it was quite funny... even though it was mostly abt me n..... well yea, i guess u all kno... :P

bt yea, it was quite funny, plus Frans's face was priceless lah it looked Damn Red!!! :P

anyways... so tht was d funny stories lah... im sure there r a lot more... bt those were d ones tht stood out 4 me... :P

sadly cant upload any pics atm... so i'll post em up later lah... :)

n i'll give u far more updates later!!! there r like a few more i need 2 talk abt... :)

i'll give u a clue abt d nxt post... its a very Green Party!!! hahaha :P

ok, i'll try 2 update very, very soon!!!

so till nxt time... n b4 our big clash against Manc...

rmbr every1!!!

YNWA!!! :)

When i'm all alone, with the stars above... You are the one, i love...

Yo Yo Yo!!!

Damn man... i guess you're all thinking I'm gonna start wit my usual "Wazzup!?" or wteva i usually start wit... But not this time... 

there's one song tht has really taken me... like a lot... its "Blue Night" by MLTR, its like on of d best songs they have... mayb one of d best romance songs ever made... haha :P

what really makes it special is tht... it really touches me... like really... i hv load of MLTR songs, n i hvnt listened to this one 4 a while... but then, yesterday one of my friends opened it, and even showed me the music video!!! n i was like, OMG... damn nice... its freaking romantic... trust me, if i loved someone like tht, i wld do tht for sure, i'll show u d vid :)

      

                                            

i'm nt sure y im writing a post abt an emo song...

I guess, sth's up... bt im nt sure how 2 say it... cuz no matter how i try n twist or turn it... it sounds wrng... so actually, there's no rite way to say it... bt i guess i hv 2 put it sumway dun i?

well, here it goes....

Like the words of Sempurna by Andra and the Backbone...

Kau begitu sempurna, di mataku kau begitu indah... or in english,

You're so perfect, in my eyes you're beautiful... sounds so much better in indo doesnt it? hahaha :P, i really dunno how to say all this... its not my right to say it all, cuz im a nobody to u... im just someone who is trying to be there for u, even though you prefer to look at shadows more than to just lay an eye on me... that will never change my love for you... O, wt i will give to b tht shadow u look at, i guess thts one lucky shadow... he has ur full attention... while i still hv 2 try n win it... i kno wt ur trying to look for behind tht shadow... tht shadow actually leads to this special human tht u hv kept so close to ur heart, as close as i've kept u to mine... 

bt wt hurts me d most is nt tht u love him, bt its tht ur hurting becuz of it... i nvr wanna see u hurt, no matter wt d situation is... he cant see wt he has in front of his eyes, he holds my whole world in his hands, while all i do is let it slip... wt im trying to say is, u r my whole world,  ur d only thing tht can complete it, seeing u hurt is too much for me to take... 

i kno on d outside u seem ok, bt i kno on d inside, ur crying... n i dont hv the heart to see you like tht, i wish i cld b tht one who can wipe away all ur tears, i wish i cld b d one who can wash away all ur fears... becuz i cannot bare to see u like this... everyday, every nite, i always worry abt u... i wonder how u r... i just want to b there for u, if i had the chance, i wld do wt MLTR did in d music video, i wld sing for you, just to show u how much i actually love u... i guess love is a very big word to use when ur at my age, bt its the truth... i love u for who u r, and who u hv become, i look past ur disadvantages, i look past all ur weaknesses, bt there is one problem... i cant find any disadvantages or weaknesses abt u... ur perfect the way u r... u dun hv to change a thing abt u, nt even a single hair on ur head... 

i dun wan to see u sad or show sadness at all, cuz u deserve to b happy... u deserve to b loved by sumone who truly cares abt u,  im nt saying it has to b me... in fact, im nt saying it at all... bt u must kno one thing... tht special guy didnt refuse cuz of ur disadvantages, he has other factors, bt u were nt one of them, im sure deep inside he loves u... so i'm telling u, form the bottom of my heart... please, dun b sad anymore, the world needs to see u smile, ur smile mite nt change the whole world... bt it changes mine completely... one smile from u brightens up my world... so please kno this, tht someone in this world does truly love and care abt u... and he'll love u for who u r, ntg more, or ntg less, bt tht guy wont b me... bt no matter who tht guy is, or when tht guy comes,... i just want u to kno... You will always be in my heart...

even though i kinda screwed up my intro...

im always gonna keep my exit...

n again, sry 4 d emo blog post, just in d mood to write it... :)

till nxt time... u kno u love me...

xoxo... Oops!!! sry, just finished watching it, hahaha :P

anyways, rmbr,

YNWA!!!

It was many and many a week ago, in this kingdom by Mid Valley

Yo! Yo! Yo!

well as i said, there's gonna b a part 2 of the "greatness" tht was Calwin's Bday Party... so here it is... :)

so this was d actual party, d one wer we called it our holiday's Main Event...

bt then.... Ah! lets just tell u d story... :P

So it was monday afternoon, and i think was all woke up ard 12 or 1 pm... due 2 d after effects of Calwin's surprise party... So from there, the plan was 2 at least reach Mid Valley by 2...

but apparently... We left at 2... hahaha :p bt it was cool... Cuz we arrived 10 m

ins later... strangely... :P

When we arrived, we decided to walk ard 4 a bit... so we decided to go into Gardens, to check out d best store in there... ADIDAS... :) wer al we did was window shopping of course... but it was so cool!!! i hvnt been der in ages... bt it looks as gd as ever... :) then, after tht was d real deal.... :P

From the adidas store we finally went to our main destination!!! Chilies!!! :) bt we had to wait an extra 15 mins, cuz apparently d place was full!!! but then again, it gave enuff time 4 Kaa Yeong, Kharenee, n Guano, to arrive... so everything was goin just fine... For Now... so... ard 5 or 10 mins later.. we 

found out tht we were missing sum ppl... n we knew one was Jun Ming, bt we didnt kno who else... then Alvin, reminded me tht d girls hvnt arrived yet!!! So i called Jess, to ask d girls to come... bt apparently Jess said tht they didnt kno bout it, n tht Calwin didnt invite em, bt according 2 Calwin, he did, last nite... so after confirming tht, they eventually decided to come... :) n more gd news was tht Jun Ming just arrived, n he really brightened up d party!!! u d man JM!!! hahahaha :P so everything was all gd again rite? Think again....

30 mins after we ordered, Kaa Yeong, had to leave, becuz he had "business to do" :P

then we found out tht Kharenee, and Guano, had to leave early... :( so yea, d crowd was getting less, bt at least we were all sill hanging n hving fun... :) then when the girls arrived, we all sorta finished our food alrdy... so in some way, we were abt 2 leave, bt the girls hvnt eaten, so we asked em to order lah... BUT... i dunno wt went dwn, bt then d girls seemed pissed, dunno y... then i found out tht Calwin didnt want to treat em or sth like tht... dunno lah wt really happened, bts d rumor, so... yea, of course i dun feel nice wit the girls, especially when im d one who asked em 2 come all d way to Mid Valley, so a few of us tried to sort things out... n we managed to fix d situation a bit... thnk god... hahaha :P

anyways, so after Chilies, the girls went to go find food, n we boys went to go play POOL, then after tht Bowling :)

i hv to admit... even though we only did a few things... it was damn fun!!! :) it was a party 2 rmbr... nt for d gd things, bt 4 d bad... hahaha :P jkjk... it was fun... n nxt we hv.......

well u kno who u r... :p AND IM EXPECTING TO BE TREATED!!! :P

alrite... thts it 4 d Calwin Bday review!!! hope we'll hv more parties to come...

n yes, Liverpool is taking on Chelsea tmrw.. so stay tuned to another amazing performance by The Reds!!! :)

because.....

YNWA!!! :)